A multi-dimensional shift

So I had a wild experience recently where I felt the deepest surrender, trust, openness and inner knowing that I have ever experienced before.

Allowing my body to move in ways that I’d not moved before, well not in this lifetime… Yet it felt so familiar, like something I had been doing consistently without realising, it was just so familiar, like this is what I was meant to be doing.

My intuition told me I was doing multi-dimensional grid work on so many different levels and layers. This was personal healing and collective healing through sacred geometry, mathematic equations that my mind couldn’t comprehend but I knew what to do with it, synchronistic movements, energetic grid work, working with energetic portals and all sorts of wild, epic things that words really just can’t explain.

On this journey I reconnected with myself.. The true me, the knowing that I am so much more than just this particular version of myself playing out the life of Monique. I connected to my personal power for really the first time.

I had thought I knew what it felt like to connect my true self, to experience my personal power, but this was on a whole nother level that brings to my awareness how disconnected I still was.

And that’s okay.. It’s part of the journey.

We all move through the layers, layer by layer. We feel we connect to ourselves and then all of a sudden feel disconnected and lost again as we journey into the next layer of healing and integration.

We are consistently becoming more and more whole. Integrating parts of ourself that have become fragmented and disconnected. Like a puzzle that has been thrown around and many pieces lost.. We are finding all of the lost pieces and putting them back in place, rearranging them and experiencing some of the most incredibly WILD experiences in this human vessel that we get to inhabit.

The thing is… We are more than this human vessel, this personality, this reality… so much more.

We are made of water, energy, stardust, crystals.. We have more power than we could ever imagine.

But many of us have become afraid of our own power.. Perhaps we feel our power may be too much for us, for others or maybe even hurt another.. Maybe you had an experience in the past in this lifetime or another where your power got out of hand and did hurt someone and that has imprinted you DNA, your nervous system, your psyche and it holds you back from stepping into your personal power in this life, in this moment.

But your personal power can be used for GOOD.

You can step into your power now and be your fullest self, experience your greatest potential that can serve the highest good of not only yourself but all of humanity.

We are all connected, you, me, all of us.

I love what Bruce Lipton said at NZ Spirit, we are all cells of a larger organism called humanity.. When cells attack each other it’s called autoimmune disease and this is what we have been doing to each other putting humanity at risk of extinction.

We must learn to honour and respect ourselves, our journey and all beings we walk alongside with on this planet and beyond.

We must step into our personal power and learn how to utilise that power to serve the highest good, our healing, growth and expansion.

This is what I experienced… My personal power coming to light, I was able to channel this power for the good of all. I felt for the first time this knowing that I was actually doing my soul’s work, fulfilling my mission, my purpose with no expectations of receiving anything in return from anyone.

A knowing that in giving and offering this multi-dimensional healing, I was also receiving this healing, this incredible experience, my power, my knowing of who I am and that is an incredible gift.

To feel I know myself on an even deeper level than ever before. I reconnected to my soul family, to other lifetimes, to my mission and this surge of energy nourished and recalibrated my soul, my energy, releasing pain, trauma and conditioning that was blocking me from my mission.

This came to be because of all the work I have done over the last 12 years and even prior to that. My entire journey in this lifetime is part of my soul mission. The forgetting, the remembering, it’s all part of the mission, the journey, the experience. It’s all truly divine.

The healing journey never really begun or ended, it’s continuous, infinite and we GET to be a part of that. Can we be grateful for this experience, for everything we GET to experience in this human vessel?

My message for you…

It is ALL a part of the journey. Every step you take, every move you make, every sound you express, every word you speak, every practice, tool, modality, course, every fall, every time you get back up, every time you turn away from yourself or another, every time you look back in the mirror and see you beneath the mask

It’s ALL part of the journey.

When you have thoughts like.. oh I tried this and it didn’t work.. Oh I’m back at square one, why bother.. Why isn’t working for me.. It will never work for me.. 1 step forward, 2 steps back.. I’m not good enough.. I’ll never be good enough.. I don’t deserve it.. I hate myself, I hate life..

And many other thoughts that put you down, hold you back, make you wanna give up on life.. Just know that it’s all part of the process. It’s all temporary.

You’re never back at square one… You are always moving forwards, learning, receiving, growing…

Allow yourself to feel whatever is present for you, notice the stories you are telling yourself but don’t buy into them, if they’re not serving you, don’t hold onto them, notice them, but don’t take them on as absolute truth if you do not want them to be true. You can give them the power or you can take your power back… It’s up to you…

Feel the feelings, the emotions, sensations and ask yourself what do I need to support myself through this…

Take your power back. You may not know your own power, it may be that long since you’ve experienced it that it feels long forgotten but it’s always been there within you, you can set the intention now to tune into your power, to tap back in, to take it back.

It’s a journey, not an overnight fix.

But you can start now.

The insight I received with my recent experience of tapping into different dimensions and doing grid work that I never thought I would understand let alone experience and just so naturally do…

Is that everything I have done, learned, experienced up to this point all lead me to this moment, to knowing myself deeper than ever before, feeling more powerful, humble and trusting of the Universe and myself is out of this world, mind blowing..

My life has forever changed and I am so f***ing excited for what’s next.

Ready to step into your power but don’t know where to start???

Let us embark on this journey together. I offer private coaching to support you in healing trauma, conditioning, to reconnect to your authentic self and step into your power to create the life you truly desire for yourself.