The Birth Portal

The birth process doesn’t begin when the waters release… it begins the moment you conceive. 

You enter this portal of connecting to parts of you that you weren’t quite able to touch before.

A realm where spontaneous connection, knowing, insight, healing, integration and transformation occurs. If you’re open to it. 

I experienced this for myself within 2 birth journeys.

Pregnancy brings to the surface so much that has been buried offering the opportunity for profound healing. 

The hormones feel like they’re forcing a vulnerability, and a softening that begins to break down the barriers and armour, allowing for deeper healing, integration and preparing you for the ultimate rebirth. 

The insights and healing I received in both my pregnancies have been truly profound and beyond what words can describe. 

The hormones in pregnancy allowed me to touch parts of myself and connect deeply with my emotional body… something that previously felt incredibly challenging and nearly impossible. 

The hormones brought suppressed and repressed emotions to the surface, releasing heaviness, stuckness, stagnant energy and armouring.

The more I touched these parts of myself I connected more deeply with myself and this aliveness began to permeate my being. 

I felt more connected than ever. 

To myself. 

To the Divine. 

To the collective. 

I was guided into deep contemplation and spontaneous emotion release and healing. 

Insights and messages flooding through me that I have had the privilege of sharing within my work to support others on their journey. 

My first birth journey led to the birth of my business. A business I had dreamed of building for many years prior but had so much resistance, fear and blockages preventing that from happening. 

I entered a portal that allowed me to heal, integrate and transform at exponential rates and birth into a new version of me and a whole new world. 

My most recent birth journey, one that I am still in the process of, as I have just entered the 4th trimester… took me on an entirely new and incredibly profound journey of its own. 

I connected with parts of myself that had been buried deep for most of my life. Shedding layer upon layer upon layer. 

Healing trauma, releasing beliefs and identities, and transitioning from child to adult, maiden to mother, on a whole new level. 

I felt a deep process of maturation, of growing up, becoming the mother I deeply desire to be. 

Pregnancy was tough both rounds and I received so many gifts, so many lessons, so much healing, and I am so grateful. 

As I entered my most recent physical birth I felt the descent, I felt the opening, I felt myself being transformed.

Physically. 

Mentally. 

Emotionally. 

Energetically. 

Spiritually. 

I was pushed beyond my breaking point, beyond what I thought I could handle and shown just how strong, powerful and courageous I truly am. 

I am truly amazed and so proud. And so grateful for all the love and support I received and experienced throughout this journey. 

At the moment of breaking, I found a deep acceptance that I have never experienced before and in that acceptance was a surrender that softened the strongest of armour and as that armour released, I experienced my past being alchemised, deep healing that I so craved taking place. 

And as I came out the other side of birthing my baby, I entered a whole new world. I became a whole new me. 

I lay here reflecting on my experience, completely amazed. It all still feels so surreal as I hold my new baby. I am in absolute awe of this journey we are all on. 

How divine, synchronised and interconnected it all is. 

Everything is happening for you, for your growth, evolution and expansion, guiding you to exactly where you need to go, to become who you were always destined to be. 

We can resist that or we can embrace it. 

Both choices come with consequences and many gifts. 

There’s no wrong or right choice. 

Each path offers you many gifts and opportunities. 

I have lived in resistance for much of my life and it has led to quite the epic unravelling and journey. 

The more I soften the more that transforms, the more I get to consciously create my life rather than creating from the deeply ingrained programming. 

But it’s all beautiful. 

It’s all part of the journey. 

It’s all divine. 

The birth of my baby girl has been one of the greatest gifts and one of the most challenging experiences of my life. 

I feel completely transformed and rebirthed. I’m not the same woman I was.

Who am I now? 

That, I shall continue to discover. 

The birth portal. 

An experience like no other. 

❤️